I’m in engineering. If I tell someone I work for the phone company they think I work on phones. Not sure what my mom thinks I do.

Elijah Craig is the money

Dreams on psych meds are a trip. Started taking resperidone and had a colorful dream of a matrix like a blanket that I would push on and I felt the push somewhere else on my body.

There’s been other dreams like that too. I had a dream of my ex wife the other day. It felt so real, it shocked me it wasn’t real. Honestly made me depressed

Went to this ice cream shop. This lady talked about all her tattoos. They all looked awful like a toddler did them. She said that she proudly stated that all her tattoos were done by her ex.

I call it chasing the dragon. Whether you drink or smoke or whatever. If you decide to part take the problem will be back there waiting for you.

With that said I really miss smoking weed. Last night I imagined puffing a joint and it felt so real. I might go back to smoking weed but at the same time I’m really afraid. I relied on weed and alcohol way too much. They were the darkest nights of my life. Pretty freaking bad. I don’t want to go back there to that misery.

My computer and my cat

https://www.amazon.com/s?k=electronics+microscope

Microscopes for soldiering

My ex-wife it’s been six years since she left. She cheated on me, got knocked up and took off with the boyfriend.

She was super religious. She treated me like garbage but she prayed all the time.

All this time and sometimes I think of her coming back. I know better but my heart doesn’t.

I see some people get by with a tiny bit of data. Is that because you have wifi at home and work. I have no WiFi at work so I got through a lot of data.

Hands down it’s the poop knife dude from Reddit

The Deli

I live in California’s San Joaquin valley. It gets hot in the summer. PG&E bill is high as hell. Having your place cooler than 78F is a total luxury. In my place keeping it at 78F would mean a couple $600 bills. I have since gotten solar but I’ve heard PG&E increased their prices twice since then. And they want to increase it even more.

On the other hand some places like Sacramento used to have super cheap rates and people could crank their ACs on.